2 Minute Warning

   I have decided that I need to write more often. In order to do this I will write for 2 minutes every time I get a hint that writing is an inclination of mine. This is my 2 minutes today.

    Henry was from a small town,.. way on the western border of Townsend Oklahoma. He was a simple man. Didn't need much. Started his day with 2 eggs, half slab of bacon, and 1 and a half cups of coffee at 5:45 am... every day. After that he would shave, floss, and put on his work clothes.
 
 First he had to milk Ginger, the over aged goat that would never stop eating anything she could find. Then he was free to tend to the pigs.Ginger was a difficult personality to deal with. Always awry, and always trifle. After all of the years Henry had been working with Ginger, he still, to this day, cannot find reason to mayhem to keep her on board. So every now and then he thinks of what it would be like if he just sold her to Johnny Crowton down the road.

   Maybe it was the regularity of it. Yeah... that's it. Something normal about dealing with the same  annoyance that makes Ginger, well,.. Ginger. It's that daily routine that makes Henry's world make sense. If everything was absolutely peaches, then something is definitively wrong. I mean corn don't grow sideways,.. do it?

   Anyhow, it made perfect sense to Henry. And "Sense is what Sense gives"

Telepathic Communication

   I had a horrific dream last night.I dreamed that one of my two worst fears came true.  This sucks. I have been dreaming about the same subject ever since the night I was locked up. It's very difficult because I always have to shake off those dark feelings just to get out of bed. Today is especially difficult.

   It was so real, that I wonder if it is true. The vividness of the dream was so sharp, that I felt as if it was actually happening. The indifference of me, and the disregard of my feelings. The act portraying complete innocence and ignorance to the pain caused. It was like complete reality.

   Needless to say, I think it completely sucked. I woke up so distraught, that it took me 3 more hours to make myself get up, and start my homework. I feel a little better now, but that nagging feeling that the biggest mistake made yet, has been stacked onto a huge pile of big mistakes, won't go away.

   Think I'm gonna grab some coffee. Shake this feeling off.

~SB~

My Words Of Wisdom

SickBoy's Law

• Push past your comfort level, because only then will you improve.
• Live for the now, but take responsibility for it.
• The beer is only half full when it's your last,... and that's a good thing.
• Art is everywhere, learn to love it.
• No one will care in a hundred years, unless you did it right... Or very,... very wrong.
• Ignorance is bliss, but knowledge is forever.
• Fear only leads to regrets.
• Mistakes give you an opportunity for improvement.
• If you already know everything, then there is nothing left for you to learn.
• Fuck trying...Do!
• Give out a free smoke, but smack them if they ask for two.
• Take only that you are willing to give, but will be able to give back at some point.
• Fall on your face...but get the fuck up!
• Love, no matter how much it hurts, then love some more.
• Not only challenge authority, confront it.
• Always ask why.
• Always raise with a KK, AK, QJ, 5-8, or an AA. Question QQ, and always fold Q3, 7-2, and 8-3.
• Never submit unless you have respect for what you are submitting to,...and it respects you too.
• Fight for those who can't fight for themselves.
• Never fight for those who won't fight for themselves.
• "Do not lead me, I may not follow.... Do not follow, I may not lead.... Walk beside me and be my friend" (Unknown)

Just Saying

~SB~

Thanks, I'll Take It From Here

   I started my Typography class last night. I have Art Appreciation, and stupid Math coming up later this week. However, my Typography class should be pretty cool though. I'll be learning all about Fonts, Letters, Type, and how to manipulate them. I'll also be learning the program "In Design", which is a great thing. The teach said that if I know Typography, and Photography, then that's all I really need in this day and age to be a good graphic designer, but that I was ahead of the game, because I actually have artistic talent. Of course I felt inspired after receiving that compliment.

   Now I need to get the camera that my sister gave me fixed. It was slightly damaged through a recent mis-hap, but it shouldn't take much to have it fixed. I think it just needs to be adjusted. It's a great camera though, and I think I will be relying on it heavily to start my career. Between the help I've received from friends and family getting me the equipment I have, and me doing so well in my schooling, I am beginning to see that one day I will not be so broke all of the time.

   It's super frustrating right now, but this in just for now. I wont always be in this spot. Someday I will be able to look back at all those that dragged me down, or didn't ever think I was gonna be anything, and give them a giant F@#k You! Of course, by that time, I will have been so focused on my achievements, that I really won't care about what my nay-sayers are thinking. Which, that in itself will be an awesome thing.

   Then I will have to focus on my next goal...TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD... Buah ha ha ha aah aah ahaahaa!!!!!!!!!!! You'll have to forgive me, I splurged this morning and drank THREE cups of coffee!

I'm Just Saying
~SB~